- bitter euphoria //.

2006-04-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

rawr.
currently using my spanking new LiveJournal
so visit me there alright?
comment.
it works like a tagboard.
just much much nicer.
-grins-

2006-04-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

went to kerrys & zon bebas.
& i was rather or should it be really?
yea.
REALLY disgusted by how a mother took care of her kiddo.
the toddler was rolling on the floor.
oh yes ;
R.O.L.L.I.N.G
and her mother was looking helplessly at the kid.
doing absolutely nothing at all to stop her ;
ahh..
the sick part.
she was sucking her kid's pacifier.
maybe she thinks its adorable when a kid sucks on it.
but applying the same concept to full grown adults?
i'm afraid not.
so moral of the story -
if you can't take care of your kids properly then don't have any.
which blatantly explains why i'm not into pregnancy.
:)
cz i'll most prolly let my kids ~~rot & die~~ do whatever they want.

oh yes!!
got a new pair of converse.
lalalalala
it was on discount.
and that gives me even more reasons to get it.
haha..
wanted the striped limited edition one.
but it costs 139 bucks.
so i settled for the grey one instead.
i have officially finished my remaining angpao money today.
so hey.
it's JoylynThePauper.

all hail ME ;

2006-04-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

♥

2006-04-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

ahh.
after today i shall not blog anymore.
i shall not go online.
i shall study.
ohyesishouldipromise. (:

anyways.
teacher changed our places today.
and guess what -
shameen,ymun,saffyduck & prashanti.
oh and ME.
are sitting way too near each other now.
gawd.
that spells Trouble.
we talk too much and we don't do our work.
but well.
Mrs Lee's just too kind.
& i'm keeping my fingers crossed we won't disappoint her.
yes yes.
just keeping my fingers crossed.
no promises.
commitment's scary.
:)

ahh yes.
almost forgot.
Puan Khoo went through Sonnet 18 with us today.
and i never liked that poem cz it's too corny for my ears.
so we concluded.
nonono -
Shameen concluded that Mr. Shakespeare's gay.
very very very true indeed.
he writes stupid stuff.
yuck.

* IMPORTANT *
guys should watch Fatal Attraction.
this would stop them from cheating on their girl.

- Sujen.

2006-04-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

joylyn --

[noun]:

A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

whoa.
double whoa.
W.H.O.A
load of shit.
yes i know.
but hell ;
I'm Poltergeist!
wicked cool. :)

2006-04-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

gee..
the weekend's coming!
whoopee!!!

the whole week's been great.
and KillerSetara will start next friday -
which happens to be in a week.
yes.
wayyyyy cool.
i haven't started ANYTHING at all.
& add math's oversaturating my poor poor head.
guess what?
i still don't freaking understand.
that's just plain shitty.
can'tfailcan'tfailcan'tfailcan'tfailcan'tfailcan'tfailcan'tfailcan'tfail.

ahh.
during BM today ;
i was plain bored as usual.
so i turned to the back where Sujen & YmunTheDriver-To-Be were.
& i went , "OOH!!Handsome guy! "
-points like an esctatic idiot-
immediate reaction?
turn their heads & get ready to gawk.
but too bad.
it was just Joylyn in one of her Shit!I'mBored! moods.
so yea.
no stud.
but this plainly proves that my two friends are just -
ahem.
G.A.T.A.L. in bold.
who would have thought?

oh yes!
our pictures arrived!
nenepok & i skipped 1 peiod of Maths just to look at them.
damn.
i feel guilty.
i think i took a tad too many pictures.
SueLynn & April were there too make me feel even worse.
:)
darlings.

i promised YongYong that i won't blog about her....
uhh..
so yea.
i shall resist the temptation.
heh.

2006-04-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

GIRLS.

what would you do if your boyfriend asks you this question -
"eh , can hold hand ah? "
would you think that he's :
a ) helluva gentleman
or -
b ) a bloody childish moron.
teeheehee.
no really ;
a guy i know actually ASKED that question.
lmfao.

told sujen, prisc & nenek bout it and -
we have came up with perfect answers :)
Sujen says that she'll hold his hand first if he's being a well , gentleman.
& if not she'll just throw him a what-the-hell-is-wrong-with-you look.
and for Nenepok ;
she'll just roll her eyes.
and Me.
i'll throw him that what-the-hell-is-wrong-with-you look AND go "WWHAAT?!"
well for Prisc -
she 'll tell him -
"Shut up and watch TV lar!"
O.U.C.H.
not much of a helpless romantic huh?
-gringrin-

so hey.
what would YOU do?
:)

anyways.
ymun the far-got went missing again.
nuh uh uh.
no surprises with who.
but yea.
she went missing for F.O.U.R bleeding periods.
so being the oh-so-wonderful friends we are ;
we thought that something had happened ;
and thought of gazillion ways how it MIGHT have happened in school.
i seriously thought she died at some secluded spot or something.
but nah.
she didn't.
all she said when she saw us after school was ,
" Where's my bag?! "

bloody fargot.
not even a thank you.
nor an explanation.
bloody bloody fargot.
wish your nenepok bleeds like my dutch lady picture.
grrr..
:(

2006-04-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

2006-04-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

SueLynn edited these for me.
photography's an art.
photoshop's genius.

and this is a parody.

2006-04-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

there.
the pictures i promised.
=]
just click the hearts<3.

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alrighty.

2006-04-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

ahh..
just came back from far-got's bbq.
lotsov fun -
just as i expected.
nenek made spaghetti.
with red wine.
and got veron's lips hell sexy ;
cz she was allergic to well ,
RED WINE.
- guffawguffawguffaw -
so yea.
the form 3's did the barbecueing for US.
heh.
so our dear host disappeared.
and we decided to go on a hunting mission.
unfortunately ,
we strayed way too far and ended up at the playground.
ahh..
playgrounds are the bestest.
so what if we dried the wet slide with our asses?
and acted like jakuns ?
we jolly well had fun.
heehee -
and then we went into the pool.
thk god i was in my skirt and not jeans.
picspicspics.
splashsplashsplash.
so munmun finally appeared.
and d-oh we wanted revenge.
so we pushed her in -
BUT.
she tripped and fell into the water herself.
and i got dunked in as well by SHU PEI & friends.
ahh..
drenched & dripping wet ;
i was secretly relieved i wore a green shirt instead of white.
=]
and then we brought out the birthday cake.
cz meng er's birthday's tmrw.
hehe.
and the seniors wanted us to dance AGAIN.
without music.
well Mei Hui did offer to sing.
nah -
we didn't.
couldnt find the songs.
phew!
all the shit we did is really very much longer than this.
but im in no dire need to type EVERYTHING down.
- grins -
pics & candid photos shall be posted in the next entry.
really.

- suelynn's suppose to photoshop a pic for me. ahh..classic. =]

* Update *
there was this man we all didn't know;
and he just came and started talking to us.
he actually believed that wetak was from convent & he's our headmaster.
see.
that merely proves that stupidity EXISTS.
and i think i had too much shandy & running.
i feel...
puke-y.
& sick.
the juniors think i might get a hangover.
how very very funny.
haha.

2006-04-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

i was suppose to go out for a nice nice spin.
BUT.
marvin has decided to complete his love letter.
& i've gotta help him by playing soppy soppy love songs for his inspiration.
stupid cheatfart.
and so i can't go out.
and im stuck with limewire.
aww..
how sweet.

2006-04-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

school's been absolutely wonderful.
so it's back to the books.
& ironically ;
it has never been better.
=]
we ,
as in ymun,sujen & nenpok practically spend the whole day in class rotfl.
laughing our asses of with sick jokes & stories.
AND THAT.
was heaven.
did i mention our biology test?
anyways,
we had our bio test today.
oh yes i did stress on the word test.
because of our dear old blur chengcheng.
we practically exchanged testpapers
& ymun referred to her reference book like nobody's business.
-grins-
and now ;
for the first time in history we're worrying our pretty asses off-
about getting all correct.
ahh...
far-got's bbq party tmrw!
euphoriceuphoriceuphoriceuphoriceuphoriceuphoriceuphoriceuphoriceuphoric.
=]
enjoy the weekend people.
cz you know what?
mine's literally fun-filled
oh nevermind.
still ;
have fun.
-smirks-

2006-04-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

so iu's over.
& i've got absolutely N.O.T.H.I.N.G. going on now.
- boring -
so anyways ;
iu was preddy okay i guess.
no doubt we had the best management ever.
& we didn't have to clean up.
there were a few bloopers for performances.
noticable or not ;
it was still rather disappointing really -
cz we have never faced problems with the P.A system before.
nah it's okay.
luck wasn't on our side.
but games were fun!
haha -
everyone was darn sporting.
Daniel Goh was in my group.
together with yean ruey & huiting.
they make awfully wonderful chickens .
but for the sake of their reputation -
though i guess it has pretty much been smeared ystd.
i shall not elaborate further.
BUT WE WON!
ahha!
and there was the limbo rock & tug-of-war.
heeheehee -
oh yes!
celine came back!!!
and so did jasveen,meihui,yixuan & chelle.
so yea.
that was about ystd.

and we won for debate.
& our school's hosting the next round.
yay!

2006-04-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

it's rather disgusting looking at how people label themselves.
ooh i'm a bitch and im well proud of it!
ha.ha.ha.
so bleeding funny.
no , seriously.
1. it is NOT something to be proud of when people call you names.
2. neither is self-proclaiming & confirming it.

well,
that's just plain dumb isn't it?
i really wonder -
are they just trying to be different so badly?
or do they really mean it ?
everything seems so ciplak nowadays.
pink & black with blinking avatars.
yes.
i do admit it's really nice.
especially hot pink & black. =)
but it just gets kinda sick when you start seeing 24375946486348 people having the same thing ;
so couture's the in thing right now.
everybody's into couture.
everybody's blog is about couture.

hell yeah i have no rights to condemn their blog.
i mean well ;
it is THEIR own blog or website.
however.
when things start turning bitchy & slutty ;
and practically EVERYONE is turning their backs ;
bitching some more -
after hearing just one side of the story ,
i've gotta say that it's just plain pathetic.

well it isn't the blogger's fault they get over-sensitive .
for example .
what proof do you have if you say i'm talking about a certain somebody?
public dissing is bad.
yes.
that i absolutely agree.
so are baseless assumptions.
it takes two hands to clap.
if you don't assume ;
it'll just be a harmless post.
well if you do ;
i'm sorry darling -
but i think you're just making yourself upset over NOTHING.
and then telling EVERYBODY how pitiful you are after that.
THAT-
is even sillier.

&&&.
remember.
self-proclaimed names are bad.
cz you can't blame someone if they call you that.
you know why sugar?
cz you wanted it.
cz you publicised it.

now now -
stop blaming.
sit down.
(switch off your ever-buzzing phone & close your never-ending IMs from people who care )
and think -
who's fault is it?
really.

there.
end of my rants.

2006-03-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

there.
something funny i found when i googled condoms ystd.
nuh uh uh -
don't look at me that way ;
twas for my bio project.
ahh..
=]

2006-03-29T21:30:00.001+08:00

so far so good ;
my week's been pretty okay -
though my hmk's slacking a tad too much.
hehe ;
gottapassupmybioprojectonfriday&ihaven'tevenstarted.
thk god im working with pam & shameen.
we're coping well , fine i guess.
=)
working our asses off with typing & finding pics.
haha.
&&&!
we haven't done our lisan yet.
grr..
and there's physicks peka tmrw.
gawd.

our dance's just wicked cool.
yeah!

2006-03-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

2006-03-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

i'm back.
ahh..
my jaring was out of credit -
so joe now you know why i havent been online hmm?

yup.
convent won the debate.
- just as i expected -
butbutbut ;
it was tough competition.
so yea.
we're against ec next =]
at hyatt.
should be going.
tuesday i think.

shall update later.
going to lavender for lunch now.
-grins-
finally.

2006-03-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

i miss you.
i really do.
you filled my spaces ;
and taught me to love.
thx for being my first.
but fate's playing a fuckin big joke on us.
i'm sorry.

2006-03-19T04:10:00.000+08:00

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali Rasa yang kutinggal mati Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali Rasa yang kutinggal mati Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

there.
one good good song.
♥
hell no it's not friggin cheesy.
it's well..
just a song you can relate to.

:)

2006-03-18T18:02:00.000+08:00

was reading Cleo a while ago ;
and saw some dumb questions people actually write in to ask.

Question 1 :-
I'm already 17 and I've still got a problem with growing my boobs- they can barely fill an A-cup bra! I'm so worried they're too small.They really make me feel uncomfortable with my body image, I wish I were bigger.I've bought breast enhancement pills already,but do they really work?What's the upside & downside to taking them?Are there any alternatives I can try?But please,no surgery.

heh.it's in the genes darling.surgery DOES help- think pamela anderson. :)

Question 2 :-
I drool whenever I sleep,even on the bus when I just take a very short nap.It's very embarrasing for me as many people on the bus would stare & giggle at me.What causes me to drool?Is there a solution to this?

seriously that cracked me up.but check out the reply x]

Reply : I'm afraid there is really nothing you can do about this.When you're in deep sleep,your facial muscles become so relaxed that the mouth automatically falls open.My advice is, just try not to sleep in public places.Changing your sleeping time and getting more slumber could be the simple fix you need to stop dozing off on the bus.

-so your mouth automatically falls open.
- & the way to stop it is by trying not to sleep in public places.
-how helpful.

the questions people ask. =]
lmfao.

2006-03-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

25839328326328 people have said that i look like a Japanese.
=)
& they don't seem to believe me if i tell them i'm NOT.
therefore ;
i shall live in denial.

so hey ;
Konnichiwa!

lol.

2006-03-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

whoo!
mum and dad's off to bali.
~~yay!freedom for 3 days!~~
gonna lepak lepak & lepak.
going to the larkin bus station.
yep.
stuff there are well cheap.
and tuition marathon later.
grr -
boring my ass off here at home.
jeez.
i need to go out.
hehe -
ohh!!
fang fang's online!
guess i really really missed her =]
so uh uh.
no more blogging ;
priority's currently all on my dear fangie.
cya.

2006-03-13T08:01:00.000+08:00

so went to spore with val.
good lordie ;
the SMU campus was F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S.
they have wireless networking everywhere.
plus plus plus!
really impressive seminar rooms (they don't call it tutorial halls there) ;
using new state of art techie.
phwoarrr.
haha-
sat the hippo bus around, touring the whole campus.
which was by the way , really huge.
then went for the walking tour.
there's a gym,a pool & the sports hall was just really really cool.
oh yes;
wall climbing as well.
so went to taka later on.
hmm..
shopping.
I GOT MY LIME GREEN NAIL POLISH!
and it was a real good bargain.
yay yay yay!
went to Fox.
& was well broke so i couldn't get my skirt.
grr..

damnit.i wanna live in singapore so badly.

2006-03-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

went for the HELP Career Talk with val today ;
auntie kin tong was well sweet to help me register first.
aww -
it was fun.
very educational ;
in a whirl now.
dunno if i should do my A's in uk ;
or just go straight on with psyc.
val's gonna go for lecturing-
phwoarr!
but she's good.
just a bit of a doormat sometimes =]
hmm val?
gonna go to spore with her tmrw.
was suppose to go for some Amazing Race with eve actually ;
but there's gonna be the SMU campus tour -
decided to go for the latter though.
=)

2006-03-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

Thursday
-sports day.
- we got 2nd . grr.
- xaviers won cheering (& it was not much of a surprise)
- seriously they were great. ( all thx to juivy that is ; )
- laobu * i went right up to watch em
- gawd. talk bout a hair-raising performance
- patricks were good too.
- just that xaviers' were seductive & patricks were more into hiphop.
- nenepok & i held the banners for them.
- so i was all burnt.
- but it's okay since pigmentation and all that jazz isn't scaring me just yet.

Friday
- went to school & practically did nothing at all.
- think it was too much sun or something.
- all of us seemed so screwed up. ack.
- we were behaving like delinquents.
- and then it was interact meeting. =]
- for once! i'm NOT doing P.A System! whee!
- so darn delirious.
- will be dealing with the VIP's instead.
- not much of a hassle.
- so yea.

CONVENT I.U. DAY
Theme : Africa
Date : 7th April 2006
Attire : ~~bikinis & boardshorts in leopard skin~~ Int. shirt & jeans.

- in dire need for sponsors

alrighty -
i'm back.
after being on hiatus for a few weeks.
decided to get my eyes on the books.
but exams were still a horror.
papers were hell.
grr..
so i just came back from the mssd duty ;
took a lift from elv's mum.
and reached the stadium wayyy too early ;
so after walking round the whole stadium -
we decided to go to cs.
but realised it was too late.
had only one hour before duty started.
so we took a frigging cab to the larkin market.
val wanted donuts but after paying the cab fare ;
she realised she had no more $$ left.
-grin-
i fell in love with a shop on the 2nd floor.
the shirts were all so fab!
will definitely go back during the hollies to get them =]
duty was fun.
just that there was lots of running & the sun was scorching.
no doubt it was uhh..nice.
hee.
right sujen & nenepok?
damn.

hell ; it's the holidays!

♥

2006-03-04T17:51:00.001+08:00

Joylyn's currently on hiatus.
spare me alright?
and no ;
i'm not dead yet.
- grins -

♥

2006-03-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

Joylyn's currently on hiatus.
spare me alright?
and no ;
i'm not dead yet.
- grins -

2006-02-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

whoa.
i'll be going for eve's Journey Of Love thingy in spore ;
&&& -
the RYLA camp at Kukup Golf Resort during the march hollies.
oh swell.
=]

2006-02-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

so its Vday♥ !
uhuh.
received dedications ;
they were well sweet <3
chocs & candies.
oh yes and a pretty pretty rose.
it was in green not black though ;
but i couldn't send any out.
wasn't it school when the forms came in you see.
aww..
but but but -
it was horrible in school.
ack!
bio,chem & add math crammed up in ONE day.
i almost died.
Vday♥ was obviously the last thing on my mins -
-grins-
graphs & alkana took its place ;
and to make things worse - i've got a terrible flu.
grr.
oh yes.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.
i shall not listen to the radio tonight.

uhh..
for times which held better days ?
indeed.
for times which held better days.
i love/love(d) you ♥

2006-02-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

so i was talking to Delia last night.
and she popped me this question :
" Would you rather have a best friend or 10 acquaintances?"
oh yes she called it intellectual but i honestly don't think so. =]
anyways ;
i seriously didn't know how we got to that topic ;
but it well got me thinking.

no doubt i've got a circle of close friends ;
and it's always 'Friends Forever' and all that shit.
alrighty.
i remember writing that even up till now.
and bam! it hit me.
i realised 'forever' is just rather shallow.
well i've lost a friend or two -
maybe three & four & five. nada nada nada.
some don't really matter. (well i'm sorry!)
but some really do.

it's rather sad looking at what two people have presently ended up ;
& then reflecting back when things were all sunshine and rainbows.
i don't know if she feels likewise.
no love , i'm not emo-ing.
it's just that it's been running in my head all day. =]

and so back to the question :
ONE best friend or 10 acquaintances?
- blank stare -
neither.
it just doesn't seem right.
both are just too weird.
haha.

so i've had my fair share of people who liked me ;
& hated me.
and well i guess the feeling might just probably be mutual.
:p
but that's the way life is huh?
so warped & twisted.
Friends Forever ?
maybe one day someone would really mean it.
well i hope. =]

♥ ♥ ♥
- Joylyn //.

2006-02-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

okie dokie.
i'm back =].
my jaring was out of credit.

laobu & kim came for patrix on wed.
and laobu sang me a birthday song.
wahahaha.
then she dapao-ed MCD for me.
aww..
might be running fo sports day.
might.

anyways;
wai mun got me a voodoo keychain!!
it's really cute.
there's a pink heart on it with the needles poking through.
wahaha ;
matches the pencil case really nicely too =]
i think i wanna start a collection -
saw a whole shop selling really odd looking ones in singapore.
&&&!
they include spells & voodoo needles as well -
lol -
so far i only have 2 but the other one is just plain ugly.
cuzzie gt it from oz.
and ;
would i use a voodoo doll ?
sorry val, but YES.
it would be nice to experiment once in a while ;
just to see if it really works ;)

uhuh.
valentine's day ♥ coming.
enthusiastic?hopeful?
nope.
but it's alright.
though last year's was pretty memorable & i get all fuzzy wuzzy thinking about it.
lalalala //.

wern li's getting me a black rose for Vday.
hahahaha -
i seriously doubt it though.
well it would be rather special , wouldnt it?
[ i shall paste it on my room door :) ]

oh yes oh yes!!
Melanie appeared in the newspaper!
&&& -
the whole group of us appeared in THE STAR the next day.
for the Kelab Pencegahan Jenayah thing at seta.
- grin grin -

2006-02-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

alright.
uhh..
so went for a raptai at seta today.
& we took the MSAB bus.
wahahaha -
practically did nothing at all there.
so cherry and i just talked and slept towards the end ;
=]

oo!!!
nenek & sujen bought me abodyglove pencil case as my prezzie .
haha.
so darn sweet eh?

2006-02-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

at swee ye's hse nw.
had dinner here & played cards.
=]
well.
it was real fun i guess.
-grins-

so anyways.
went to school today.
only 6 people turned up.
&&&!
i'll be going for the bm ceramah at M Suited tmrw.
whee!
and then coming over to swee yee's hse again.
haha-
alrighty.
gonna keep this short .
gtg.

2006-02-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

uhh..
shawn passed me my present today ;
it's a cute lil TY penguin named Tux.
yannick & daniel came over later for a round of black jack.
i won like hell.
so dan went for golf.
& yannick's still here.
took sick sick pics using Tux & well ..
the naked statue & the policeman & the dog doorstopper.
but but but.
i've decided only to post the one with mr.dog.
the others were too obscene ;
thx & sorry shawn.
haha-
i didn't take the pics.
nor did i contribute any ideas.
it's all yannick's fault. =]

♥ ♥ ♥

2006-02-02T02:22:00.000+08:00

i've got my own self in a fix because of some screwed up wanker
it could have been pure clean fun.
but no ;
he well prefers to tell long twisted lies-
getting everyone in circles.
why?
i dunno.
Seriously.

but lots of thx to JustinaHoneyboy(girl).
he's always there.
well except when he's drunk and broken.
& he always IMs me at the right time :)
thx for cheering me up most of the time honeyboy.
AND our relationship's just plain platonic.
so shut up.
[ i just felt like crediting you here BUT you're not the most important person in my life. -grins- too bad love ; so don't get big-headed and all. (= ]

natalie's introducing me to all her friends right now.
yea at 2.30 am.
wahaha.
so i admit it.
~~paul & julian's hot~~.
and her girls?
sizzlin.

2006-02-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

good heavens.
it's almost three in the morning and im in front of the tv ;
watching cartoons with marvin.
next up will be the powerpuff girls.
watching the grim adventures now ;
while eating my lil oranges.
random fact : eat 5 oranges and it'll last you till lunch the next day.
- grin grin -

2006-02-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

went to hp with kevin kor.
bought loads and loads of dvds ;
bought kfc back.
went for dinner.
i think i met kee siong.
but he was with hwee li.
uhh..
i suppose they're siblings or something.
but!
i wasn't even sure if it was him.
nada nada nada.
gambled.
and i lost a bleeding 100 bucks.
read : O.N.E H.U.N.D.R.E.D
and i only won 30+ yesterday.
grrr...

anyways.
i finally watched charlie & the chocolate factory today.
johnny depp made it seem like a horror movie though.
instead of it being all fairytale and doodahs.
he was fantastic though his laugh was a lil intimidating i would say ;
but credits to tim burton.
he's a genius ;

holiday's gonna be over soon.
gotta dye my hair back.
and i haven't finished my physics hmk.
geetha's goona rip me apart like what she always planned to do.
ack.

2006-01-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

sebbie,val,wern li,nenek,sujen & eve came over.
it was well fun.
so sujen & nenek went back first ;
& then sebbie and eve just hung out in my room.

so then val & wern li came over ;
but we were already in the theatre-
watching Garfield!
oh yes he was cute!
ahh!!
ODIE!!!

alright alright.
so we had karaoke when tab came over ;
that was the highlight =]
played emo-ballads on and on and on ;
&&&!
we copied the bloody horny mtvs ;
-grin grin-
oh yes!
there was this song dedicated to me;
think it goes something like ;
" La la la la la la la la...sweet sixteen "
it's actually titled "Happy Birthday Sweet Sixteen."
no seriously.
it sounds pretty innocent.
but good lordie it definitely wasnt.

went down for dinner.
talked and played pool.
my lil niece & baby nephew came over wth all my cuzzies :)
cut cake.
took pics.
played more pool.
nada nada nada.

val asked me what i wanted to do the last hour of my birthday.
we well wanted to dress sebbie webbie up.
BUT.
Tabitha Kee was the victim instead.
-grins-
went up with cams to my room to get her a pretty skirt and a halter.
gawd.
caught it on cam IN THE FRIGGIN STEAMING TOILET.
ooh yea.
the pics were hot hot hot!
whoo!!!!!
i almost peed laughing.
lmfao.

so we girls talked to my mum ;
p/s: val wants to call it a pillow talk
* and joy gets cynical cause it just doesnt sound right.
and sebz went online & soon went home.
and then we got jio-ed for sup kambing!
[in a mamak accent] -orf tuu Ayuub!
had tom yam.
oh yes & roti bom too.
marvin was a water tank indeed.
he had like 2 lemonade (which seriously tastes like well..shit) &.
yes!AND!
a milo ais.
wern li was on a strict diet while val and dear ol' me behaved as though we have never eaten for decades.
=]
&&&!
wern li claims marv looks like wang leehom.
oo gross.
i almost puked & died.
and so we got back home.

and i'm sixteen and im moping like hell cause i won' get treated like a queen since my birthday's over.grr..oh anothing thing FaggotAbel wished me at 11.59.13 pm. talk about being punctual and on time.

2006-01-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

so cny was real fun.
as usual.
it was pretty hectic though-
lots and lots of people.
uncle tony came and he wanted to make a pass at me.
( cynical )
but!
we had lotsov lotsov fun.
gambling, drinking and pretending to talk nonsense acting as though we were drunk. ;]
& whee!
i was on a total winning streak.
well that was after sarah left with all my money.
grr.
i managed to win 30 bucks though.
so shush.
i shall shut up.

and i am officially ~~sicteen~~ sixteen. =]
it would seem kinda weird if i get esctatic over it.
heehee-
&&&!!!!
JON CALLED ALL THE WAY FROM ENGLAND!!
no seriously '
that was awfully sweet.
he promised me to call & he really did!
awww.

2006-01-29T00:14:00.000+08:00

hell yeah!
it's CHINESE NEW YEAR!
so yea ;
happy cny!
currently enjoying the fireworks ;
which gets me real happy-
for god knows what reason =]
it's just so pretty looking at it burst and sprinkle down.
haha ;

♥ ♥ ♥

- Joylyn //.

2006-01-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

marvin's scaring the shit outta me now.
he'll open the door ;
and shout out a song.
no, not sing ;
shout.
& i'll get a shock like what he wants.

& then -
he presses any keyboard keys randomly -
to whoever im chatting to.
and burst out laughing.
as though its so amusing ;
before telling me how my mac sucks.
coz he obviously doesnt have enough brains to navigate it.

i seriously think we're too bored.
& since he's got nothing to do ;
and i'm actually doing something-
he's all jealous & spiteful.
=]
we're talking about a 20 year old man here.
no seriously ,
i think he's a retard.

unfortunately ;
i won't let him get away-
which explains why im in such a rush to blog ;
cause he's gonna get all wired up at his neck.
& since he's enjoying himself playing ps.
and going on9's getting boring,
its MY TURN!

boy oh boy-
i just realised i've got pretty good looking cousins.
and yes.
i gotta admit marv's one of em.
although he's such a fag.
-grrr //.

2006-01-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

ack.
another new skin ;
i just love that blinking heart on the top.
=]

so i'll be turning sweet sixteen , spunky sixteen uh..
shitty sixteen?
whatever you call it.
yea im turning sixteen.
ooh yea!
2 more years to the legal age!
wahaha -
and it's the 2nd day of cny.
which kinda sucks coz i get a two-in-one angpao combo.
and that means ;
i get less moolah.
but but but.
its alright.
i'll enjoy myself.
- grin grin -

2006-01-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

so went to jusco yesterday.
not many people im surprised ;
things there are wayyy past my budget.
so ended up walking around.
well kat 'kuku' bought me a top and a real pretty charm bracelet for my bday prezzie-
had jap food later on =]
uhh..
conclusion?
cs STILL rocks.
cause i can still buy stuff with only a miserable 10 bucks there.
bwahaha-

and then today.
archie came back.
asked me the same question , "Eh!Pregnant already anot?"
and i gave her the same answer :
"No lah.I'm infertile."
Goodness.
~~well seriously i think i am.~~
had physics-
got darn pissed with some OVERLY EXPRESSIVE people.
they talked and they shouted and they laughed ;
as though they were the only ones.
so fang ing opened the door & told them to ~~shut up~~ keep quiet.
but they went on and on.
mentioned the word "undang" they shouted.
geetha said that they're trying so darn hard to get our attention.
which they obviously captured.
but yea.
st john st john st john.
its the tradition for form 5's to just go for meetings to model their pretty faces and sit under the huge huge tree talking lotsov cock.
BUT.
today mas liana tried to make us march.
[ blank stare ]
in the end we just cabut-ed.
went to shell for some aircon.
sat around with eve,val and tab to talk at the eon pondok.
tuition tuition tuition.

oh yes!
got my hair highlighted.
wahaha,
it was well cheap.
managed to bargain my way through ;
from a whopping 220 bux to 100.
- grin grin -

&&&!
if there's no change of rules ;
i might take my undang this year =]
oh yay!
keeping my fingers crossed.

2006-01-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

will be going for some anti-jenayah thing in seta ;
i think its on the 8th of feb ;
but will be missing school on the 6th & 7th as well -
cause of the raptai and everything ;
hey! it's kebangsaan level okay? =]
bet it'll boost my eca marks since im practically dead in st.john.

uhh so today tried on the kadet polis uniform.
holy schmolly!
we look like clowns in them.
ugh.
the pants were H.U.G.E.
it took us like what?
3 periods?
jolly well missed my chem peka and my physics.
so d-oh ;
was lost in geetha's class.
so much for promising myself NOT to skip physics class.

&&&!!!
marvin and gq and evrbody else from kl's coming down tomorrow!
hahah -
can't friggin wait!

[chemistry tuition was cancelled last minute ;
yay!
can sleep can sleep can sleep can sleep can sleep can sleep
=)
wahaha. ]

2006-01-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

helluva fun today ;
no homework!!
woohoo!!
n.o. h.o.m.e.w.o.r.k.
&&&!
teacher announced that we're having thursday OFF.
though its kinda dumb not taking friday off as well ;
so we could have a long long long holiday =[

another thing :
we got our brand new calculators today ;
dang it looks so darn posh =]
oh well maybe only to me since its pure white .
haha -
swell.

fang fang's leaving tomorrow.
that's like wayyy too soon.
hmm..
anyways fang fang -
if you're reading this -
just wanna tell you that i'm gonna miss you loads and loads and loads and loads and loads.
x)
well at least the time change in nz isn't as drastic as uk.
so we'll get to talk online!
- grin grin -
love ya to itsy bitsies fang fang!

2006-01-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

there was this majils cemerlang thing today -
since su ann was the national top scorer.
and out our schoold had like 85 straight a's i think.
yea.
they had like certs from ppd and this special majlis for the current form 4's who had straight a's last year.
made me wonder ;
what about US ?
we studied our asses off as well!
jealousy kicked in.
=[
so yea.
there was the 100 straight a's for pmr and 30 for spm.
as in the school's target for the number of straight a's.
no no no.
i wasnt part of the program.
but we were having a discussion in english.
which i realised that actually not many people liked the idea of it.
and no.
im not being a wet blanket here even though i kinda like the thought of working under pressure. :]
towards the end of the day we wrote lots and lots of petitions to have thursday and friday off for cny.
- grin grin -

shawn lent me his gwen stefani's cd in exchange for my prodigy and seether albums.
i accidentally deleted her album off my playlist.
so gotta do the importing and stuff.
just can't get [ bubble pop electric ] & [ harajuku girls ] outta my head.
yikes!

&&&!
i dunno if it's the upcoming sports day or what.
but i realise i'm wearing a lot of green.
the green converse looks pretty wicked =]
*hint*
my birthday's in another week.

♥ princessa joylyn! ♥

like what fang fang said im royal green.

2006-01-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

and so im back -
nope.
we did not play squash.
well maybe a little.
ironically,
we went SWIMMING!
in the rain and lighting -
erpz.
no one died no one died ; [ so don't give me that look val & eve ]
and there was this hot old man swimming.
wahahah!
amd sabz was fantasizing about being a bikini babe and a huge load of hot guys &!
oh never mind.
joanna was there too :)
she was real nice ;
and so we took a shortcut home.
one of my fav neighbours ,
was surprisingly jo's aunt =]
and so we went through her backdoor.
the guard was giving us weird looks.
hehe -
going for a hawker kinda dinner with a few friends tonight.
haha -
and guess what?
i haven't studied for my bio mock test this tuesday ;
am i sooo dead or what //.

2006-01-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

went for a boring omega session as usual //.
and then had lunch with shawn.
his treat. :)
and then went over to leisure mall for my haircut =]
gonna get red highlights done on friday ;
wahaha.
elaine jie wants to take a picture of my highlights and give me a massive punk do -
whoa.
not a cny look definitely but at least there's RED!
but maybe i shall give the punk look a skip.
and now.
i'm going for squash with pomelo.
alright - it's PAMELA.

man do i just love my weekends or what?

2006-01-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

pn doreen commented that the science 2 girls looked like zombies today.
and why is that so?
because we were trying to finish up our chem hmk last night.
AND!
the best thing was that iggy wiggy piggy decided NOT collect the hmk.
AARGHH!!
never mind ;
so anyways went for the Nature Club meeting today ;
it's much of an irony that im joining Nature Club-
cause i do get the kicks when i litter and burn rubbish :)
but the reason why i joined is coz there's gonna be a field trip to JPH this year ;
oo..
cows cows and more cows.
uhh..sheep & goats as well.
no no no ;
i absolutely can't stand the smell but its just the fun of it fooling around in a huge huge bus-
hey !
at least its a consolation for not having the japan trip. =]
form 4 was well fun.
practically had outings monthly.
the sigs muhibah run,the science fair,the convoy,emm..got to stay at crystal crown as well =)
hmm..
science 2 always gets chosen ;
hopefully this year's the same //.

2006-01-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

PATRIX was real fun today-
played vball with genevynn after ages of not playing vball -
guess i haven't sucked THAT bad after all -
in fact i could get my overhead serve perfectly.
who ever said that practice makes perfect?
and yay!
Pesta Permainan!!!
can't wait can't wait!

alright-y.
back to patricks ;)
thk god it didnt rain too heavily.
at least nenek and i got to run.
and play lompat jauh =)
lompat tinggi's just not my thing even though it feels like flying ;
and yes i do like flying ;
but oh well - not lompat tinggi.
the stupid tiang bites.
and then after everything joined the cheering girls ;
oh yes kim came!!!
and she brought shocking news
anyways -
it was okay i guess.
with insyirah shaking her booty and all //.
- grin grin-
but uh uh.
i'm still not joining cheering.
how to dance and scream at the same time?
wahahaha -
but the winning team gets to go to st.nicholas convent in Singapore
okayy..
maybe i SHALL consider =)
so yep yep.
played vball again until 6 plus.
mmhmm //.
thats all.

.....................................

AND!
eve and val wrote me a love letter today.
and i was suppose to write one back for them.
-groan-
the shit we do when we're in different classes.
&&&!
puan khoo wants to put me in sigs to bring out my potential.
lmfao!!
oh yes and make potential besties as well.
[ shameen said this and got the whole class in fits. ]

2006-01-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

one thing i hate about school.
is that ive got the same goddamn sejarah teacher-
who's got something against me.
she's such a pain in the ass-
bloody ~~whore~~ woman.
and so nenek,jen & i were talking.
and she blew up at us.
BAM!
just like that.
asked me to answer a friggin question.
so okay.
like,
how the hell am i suppose to answer if you go on nagging?
and so she assumed that i didnt know the answer and went on and on about how i wasnt listening.
so she went out much to our relief BUT came back in again.
we were talking about sports day ;
and then she barked.
YES.
not typing error.
she B.A.R.K.E.D.
she's such a bleeding ~~bitch~~ teacher la seriously.
nenek was well cool though.
she answered back at everything she said.
whoa.
~~we were basking in the moment of glory~~
~~waiting for books to fly~~
we stopped nenek in time (:
AND then that woman wanted to write our names-
and said we werent good prefects ; nada nada nada.
well love,
look.
i doubt we EVER were so live with it alright? <3
Puan Mary said this ; Puan Mary said that ; Puan Mary doodah doodah -
why don’t you just ~~eat her shit~~ be her coffee lady or something huh?
last year was david tan and pn gracie.
and this year?
puan mary.
man, i hate her so.

last night was fun.
was talking to a PRO-*that girls school and two ANTI-*that girls school -
it was just plain hilarious - the latter i mean.
no guesses on who pissed me off more.
but.
i shall not elaborate further.
it was just sick sick sick being compared.
one thing's for sure,
i hate being compared.
2ndly,
i hate being compared to people i don't fancy much .
&&&!
justina [rox my sox]! (haha)
hell yeah-
cause im getting free cocktails.
AND.
a fake ID.
free lodging too perhaps?
nope.
BUT //.
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I WILL NOT EVER BLOG ABOUT HOW HIGH AND DRUNK I GOT & HOW SHOCKED I WAS THE NEXT MORNING FINDING MYSELF IN ANOTHER ~~boy's~~ FRIEND'S HOUSE.( that's if you even get me drunk that is )

[ don't mind me.inside joke ; don't even bother tagging [: ]

2006-01-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

me , val & jen jen

three of us AGAIN.

and here goes our royal glutton.

miss president.

and she strikes again!

chomp.

these pics are mostly them eating.BUT BUT BUT!i promise you the other pics tomorrow.lazy to upload la..hee..

2006-01-15T18:24:00.000+08:00

wen wen's here now <3
she's such a sweetheart.
so adorable and all (:
maybe we'll go for dinner together or something.
walk over to santini perhaps?
or maybe singgah selalu if we're lucky x)
heehee..

did i mention in the friday entry about ah wee?
i don't think so..
anyways she was fantasizing about how her husband-to-be should treat her.
jen and i almost rolled off laughing.
wahah-
things like he has to sleep before her so she won't feel insecure ;
hehe..
and somehow jen and i started having morbid thoughts about babies-
and ah wee got super darn serious.
whoa-
and then we got scolding from HER.

and oh yes!
pictures!!
gonna find another host.

2006-01-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

think i shall upload the pics tomorrow.
photobucket's got something against me at the moment ;
ugh.

&&&!
jack kor just got his brow piercing done.
ooh wicked ;
can't wait to see in during cny . =)

2006-01-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

and so-
back from the medical talk.
val is at my place now-
she couldnt go for worship practice coz of transport problem.
well anyways ;
the talk was okay i guess-
except for a few of them who couldnt speak english.
and then there was this woman who couldnt pronounce pharmacist so she pronounced it as pharmarcy.
goodness-
we were laughing our heads off ;
hehe.
and so after that we hund around outside the hospital.
i decided to sit on the wheelchair.
hell was it smooth-
the wheels i mean.
took lotsov wacky pics.
shall upload them later alright?

2006-01-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

boo!

WEDNESDAY

had patricks practice =)
got all dirty and everything in the mud which happens to smell suspiciously like cow dung.
hmm..
but it was really fun during lontar peluru
- grin grin -
just crapping along with nenek and zanne zanne ;)
&&&!
just found out that there's gonna be pesta permainan this year.
HELL YEAH!!
that means..VOLLEYBALL!!
woo!!
man i kinda miss the vball craze now.
thk god it'll be back.
sujen said that pesta permainan was our 'Welcome to Convent' prezzie and 'Goodbye Convent' prezzie.
which is well true since the last pesta we had was in 2003.

FRIDAY
went for st.john today-
theory theory and more theory.
ew.
was just lmfao-ing with suelynn and lizzie ;
goodness the things we talked about-
poor l.c. nithiya.
she was going on and on bout first aid-
well i got the chest constriction and the burns and the fits part.
oh yes and hyperthermia =)
and thats bout it.
lynn was just too busy with a phone while i was too busy talking.
feels weird having a form 4 teaching me =)
but yea-
she's good. //.

[ memoirs of a geisha ] is out.trying my luck for tix tonight.
if not maybe i can convince val and the rest to watch it at tebrau city after the hospital trip tomorrow.
=)
oh yes-
remember the japan trip i was talking about last year-
it's obviously cancelled thx to mother mary.
doubt she'll let us form 5's go ;
i miss puan gracie.

2006-01-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

will be going to the puteri hospital this coming saturday ;
for some medical talk.
yay!
well so far jen,val,tab,ymun,pris and a few more form 5 interactors are going -
guess it might be be fun =)
though i'm kinda anti-puteri at the mo ;
but something to fill up my boring sat would be well fun //.

hehe-

oh yes
the new jusco's open.
most prolly can lepak there with them after the talk =)
well keeping my fingers crossed ].

2006-01-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

phew!
first week of school was just plain hectic-
piles and piles of homework ;
not mentioning a chem test on bab 7 & 8 which we obviously didnt study for.
ended up the whole row of us bincang-ing -
heh.
nenek and i PASSED!
so anyways im sitting next to ah wee now-
sujen,nenek,prettila are behind with ymun close by next to flora.
oh yes the noise we make-
yak and yak and yak.

so anyways-
painted the class today.
was really really fun seriously.
though we ran out of paint the last min and everything but yea.
we had hell of a great time (:

so next week the real P&P's starting-
ew.
i shall try not to ponteng class.
i shall try not to ponteng class.
i shall try not to ponteng class.
i shall try not to ponteng class.

bwahahaha =D

2006-01-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

and my hair's back to natural brown.
nope-
it isn't black.
that's because black will only look nice with streaks in it..
eheheh..
which is most probably what i'm gonna have for the 5 day long break during cny =)
yay!!!!!!!!!
kinda weird looking at my monocolour hair now.
-grin grin-
so school starts tomorrow and ew ; i'm not looking forward to it.
fang fang's coming to look for me tomorrow!!
M.E.
how honoured (:

2006-01-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Top 8 Friends

1.val

2.eve

3.fangi

4.ven

5.stef

6.jack

7.guo qing

8.tasha

The Questions

How did you meet 6? uhh..woodhull's tuition perhaps?all i remembered was that he got my num from eng jiun and sms-ed me.heh.

Why are you friends with 3? why?cause she loves me.

Is 7 in a relationship? gq?nah-

Have you kissed 1? who?val?pretended to- she wouldnt let us la.

Have you hugged 4? yea. (:

Have you done anything sexual with 6? hell no!

Would 1 and 8 make a good couple? well maybe. they're equally practically and sensible. - grin grin -

How long have you know 2? uhh..5 years.

Would you ever kiss 7? oh ew no.

Whats a good memory with 5? too many seriously.but yea i've missed her. ):

Ever hugged 8? yup.

Do you love 4? hehe..he knows.

Is 1 nice? TOO nice.

How did you meet 3? school.but like what she claims ; ven brought us together. aww sweet //.

Who makes you laugh? eve makes me laugh the most but all of them do.

When was the last time you saw 8? thursday.

Would 3 and 6 make a cute couple? cute?yea. right?no.

Does 4 love you? well he better.

Do you see 3 a lot? lately.twice this week. in school i see her everyday.heh.

Describe 2 in 3 words? vain,eccentric & chio. (yes eve.you're chio now shut up)

What would you buy 1 for their birthday? jojo. - grin grin -

Have you traveled anywhere with 5? yep.does class trips count?

Do you have fun with 7? yea!all the time!

Is 2 a cool person? evelyn?cool?tickle me. well she is at certain times.

Who is the loudest? no doubt -evelyn.

Do any of them get on your nerves sometimes? yep.

Do you know when 1's birthday is? october 11

What do you really think of 3? sweet.

Best memory with 4? haha - uhh. =p

Does 1 even know you? yea duh.it's yen min.

Is 5 happy? well i hope.she seems happy. (=

Does 7 live close? nope.he stays in kl.

Do you have any classes with 2? yep.bonnie seng seng.

Have you and 3 ever hooked up? nah.

Are you and 8 close? yea quite.she's my jie jie.

Do you wanna kiss 4? ooh..ven..heh.. -grin grin- this is a public blog.

Is 6 a good person? yep.

Does 2 own a car? nope.

How did you choose your Top 8? people i'm talking too..recently talked to and going to talk to.hehe.

2006-01-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

and so joylyn's back from kl -
was a rather disappointing trip i guess.
except for the loads and loads of shopping-
and nope.
we DIDN'T go for ANY street party ;
cause there were some miscommunication with the hotel.
friggin shit.
just watched the fireworks ;
that got me pretty happy already actually.
no really =)
but everyone takde mood already.
so went to the lobby to lepak.
AARGH!!!
the only consolation was playing with my lil cuzzie,Rachel.
she was so adorable =)
heehee-
not gonna obssess about lil kids and babies and how much i love them-
BUT
she's just such a darling <3
and she goes online.
oh yes a four year old typing.
bwahahahaha ;;
wanted to get out of the hotel but the roads were all closed.
wanted to walk but our hotel was wayyyy far from well , everywhere.
some unreasonable people did not make things any better for ANYBODY.
no names mentioned but you two are well off my contact list and therefore i DO NOT want to have anything to do with you.
WHY?
for wrecking MY and MY GOOD FRIEND'S plans.
so so so.
watched tv in the room until 5 am since everyone seemed so dead.
yep.
back now.
just cleaned the nail polish of my nails ;
gonna dye my hair soon.
i hate school.
anyways-

Happy New

Year!

Selamat Tahun Baru rather.
heh.

2005-12-30T11:24:00.000+08:00

went out for the last time with fang fang,tasha,lyn,xin yu and wei yi.
haha..
went to season's to eat and the stupid waiters there got me so darn pissed i almost screamed.
do read celine and fang fang's blogs for details-
using my cousin's com now so yea.
gotta be fast-
hehe.
met juivy ,sulyn and jillian.
AHH!!!
juivy's hair rawks!
seriously.
hehe..
fangi and wei yi had straight straight hair ;
lynette and wei yi were there with their boyfriends (:
aww..
so sweet.
-goodness-
so went for Cheaper By A Dozen 2.
alright it was funny but i still hate hilary duff.
god knows why she had her name printed so huge on the poster when all she did was sit around and whine.
oh yes-
obssess bout make up as well.
so yep.
i'm in kl already.
can't wait for tomorow.
hopefully can go to sunway or times square (=
so yea.
bye and happy new year!

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

FANG

FANG!!!

2005-12-29T09:20:00.000+08:00

just came back from kerrys ;
went to fang fang’s house to get the books -
4 huge plastic bags btw =)
hehe-
then went over to kerrys .
nothing much to do there really.
but cs was just getting to boring -
celine’s in cs so she couldn’t join us.
grr..
so anyways,
just walked around-
got nail polish and a two cd’s //.
then cabut-ed.
met yvonne’s sister, ~~michelle~~ jasmine i think.
goodness -
she looked like she saw a ghost when she saw us -
hahaha.
so anyways fangie-
thanks loads for the books alright?shall sort it out tonight.hehe..
and yes.i shall look like a ~~nerd~~ good student when i get back to school.
with the pretty purple hairclip of course//.
- grin grin-

2005-12-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

and so-
watched KING KONGyesterday.
was full house.
goodness.
and it was so warm..aargh!
suddenly my dad was like , "Wah!No wonder today full house la.King Kong's descendants have come to watch their daddy."
didn't get what he meant at 1st.
haha..
we were sitting in between two rows of well - king kongs.
okay okay ; i'm sorry =)
so the show was not too bad.
except when irritating people at the back started giving their comments DURING the show.
that pissed me of bad and so i just told them to shut up.
bloody irritating la.
the dino part -
nah couldnt sink down the fact that they actually exist-
but the huge huge huge leeches were really cute.
hehe..
they had like what -
three mouths?
was a three hour show and though my butt ached like hell-
i'd give anything to be a couch potato.
&&&!!
when we were lining up to get into the lift ;
i was squashed in between these two really big-sized japanese chaps.
think i could get asphyxiated anytime then-
phoo!
then just as i was getting in ,
this huge ~~sonofabitch~~ ~~moron~~ ~~man~~ ah-beng just pushed his way through i ended up slamming on to the door.
i swore if i wasn’t seeing stars i would have just bitten him.
okay maybe not-
ugh.
hopefully i can go to fang fang’s house today.
and yay!!!
ONE MORE DAY TO KL!

2005-12-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

haha-
told ya it was gonna be hot pink (:
and it is specially dedicated to MY ALVEN.
no worries though ;
cause i'll change it again sometime soon.
hehe-

oh yes i'm possessive.
so don't touch him.
he is mine (:

- grin grin -

2005-12-28T10:24:00.000+08:00

2005-12-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

=)
found some really nice skins today.
just too lazy to edit and everything ;
so most prolly tomorrow perhaps?

currently having a ~~fetish~~ lust for hot pink-
i don't know why ;;
maybe it shall be hot pink and black tomorrow.
i bet alven has something not very nice to say again about it ;

-as usual.

2005-12-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

first of all -
happy xmas (=

christmas is all about green and red -
but god knows why the “Selamat Hari Krismas” on the kerrys and leisure mall signboard is none other than the infamous -
Purple.
lol ;

anyways on how i spent my xmas eve.
watched that 8.00 show on chan 5.
phua chu kang and everything.
oh yes.
watched SAW 2 at midnight.
haha -
not a really right show for xmas but i was bored =)
jon bought like 6 cd's.
decided to watch the remaing three by this weekend.
back to SAW 2 :
it was really sick - uhh rather disturbing i should say ;
there were syringes and knives and blades.
and the killing scenes were just too intricate.
AAHH!!
can’t get those images out of my head.
ew.
SAW 2 is officially Joylyn’s Best Movie Of The Year.

shall leave you with three pics from the movie that freaked me out bad.
oh fine.
make that 4.
- grin grin -

enjoy!

he’s gotta remove a key stuck in his hollow eye.
ugh.

and this one ; her hands got stuck in blades.

okay anyways -
tried to find the other pics but couldn't seem to find them.
3. this girl was thrown into a pile of syringes to get the key.
4. this guy wanted to see the number on his neck but didnt trust anyone ;
so he cut that part of his neck out to see it.oh yuck.he was dangling that flap of flesh.\

brr..i'm getting the chills all over again.

2005-12-24T18:39:00.000+08:00

alright (:
bout yesterday -
picked val up then we went lepak-ing ;
somehow ended up a ta Fasio counter near the toilet.
met up with sebz at mcd -
waited for him to take his pics .
so then met up with eve,tim and lingesh.
got a horrible horrible scolding from eve about punctuality and responsibility.
- grin grin -
decide that we did not want to watch king kong or perhaps love (thank god)//.
but the huys bought the tix already -
so being the smart ol’ me..(okay im so sorry)
i told them to sell the tix to those people lining up at the counter.
yayness they went along with it (:
AND we managed to finish selling all of em at once to two ah-bengs.
lingesh then went paktoh-ing with his form 3 girlfriendS.
after walking to nippon and genki sushi we decide on kinsahi.
met nick there who kinda sounded us for not being able to make up our minds.
heehee.
knowingval she was the first to eat my sake sashimi.ugh -
the bill came up to almost a hundred bucks but we went dutch though tim and nick offered to pay.
saw the whole gang of form 3’s with debbie later on-
they reminded me of us last year (+
so then jalan jalan some more-
went to crossover to look at the dustbin i’ve been lusting over for months -
gotta get a shirt worth RM129 for that and OBVIOUSLY no sane person would fork out that kind of money ;
well except for wern li that is .
keegan came over to nike after his drum class.
melissa was telling val about her camp and made one whole round-
sebbie,nick,tim,eve and i got really bored so just found a place to sit.
oh yes-
it was that INFAMOUS roibo place .
supposedly nick was suffering from PMS yesterday being so moody and all.
they came over to my place for pool later on.
played vball with sebz,nick and val while the guys were making hell of a noise.
sebz val and mel went to church ;
all of us went for vijays party.
joel got LOST.
that was FUNNY.
we managed to fing his place anyway.
eve,shameen and i just hung out at the table together with zoey and shanu.
cracking stupid jokes -
the guys made really splendid sandwiches btw -surprisingly.
watched TV later on.
the guys turned wacko and started playing futsal in the living room and sitting on each other.
-goodness.
OH YEA!
keeg gave vijay a really awesome prezzie.
wanted to drop by fareez’s place but eve realised she didnt bring abel and xun’s prezzie.
AND tim was busy partying so that means no transport.
AND val was coming later on.
so yea.
reluctantly gave it a miss.
sorry fareez but i guess you had a wicked time yesterday =)
sebz and the others came over later from church.
took lotsov pics.
sebz’s leaving on tuesday for singapore.
well everyone seems to be leaving.
the form 5’s got so emo and all.
wanted to go for supper but aunty kintong was calling incessantly..
heehee
thought we could bug her cause i didnt have a crfew.
but too bad.
knew she wouldnt allow val and it was no point for me to go alone ;
my bag’s still with sebz.
oh groan.
fang fang’s going to nz.
celinoo’s going to uk.
tasha and all are going to kl.
justin’s goin back to uk.
and i shall be going back to school in a week’s time.

hell yeah i’ll be going to kl!!
lalala...
KL!!KL!!KL!!
sorry for that outburst (x
but yay!!
KL!!!
counting down --> ONE MORE WEEK.
YAY!!!!!!!!!

anyways ;
happy xmas.

2005-12-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

good morning ;
so it's vijay's AND fareez's party today.
- grin grin -
i just love parties..haha.
so goin to cs again later to get him his prezzie -
AND watching Perhaps Love with eve,val and sebbie.
ugh.
not my kind of show honestly.
-romance-
predictable ending.
wanted to watch king kong but only tim and the guys will be watching //.
so yeah.

jack kor's leaving today after his undang.
AARGHH!!
anyways-
thanx for dropping by the other day and all the add maths books.
you take care alright?
will see ya next week (=

2005-12-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..
and so i went to spore on sat nite.
the wake got really boring -
so kehan and a few of us just roamed bukit panjang.
yes stupid.
and we lepak-ed at 7-11.
kehan bought me two mags cause i left my bag in the car (:
went over to alice kou-kou’s house to play ps2 with ah-fei kor and my cousin-in-law (forgot his name )
nothing much really.

so the next day went for omega -
and they did not allow me to go in ;
ugh -
bloody hell ):
kinda quarrelled with the clerk but well ;
obviously she won.
damnit.

uhh..
one more thing.
sorry the last few entries were so vulgar and everything.
really.
im really really sorry.
lets just say i was awfullt twisted the last few days.
sorry.
seriously. (:

2005-12-15T02:39:00.000+08:00

- just came back from the funeral.
when i saw his body in the coffin ;
tears just welled up in my eyes .
it was just too..
sudden i guess.
ended so abruptly ;
he was only 32.
fucking cancer.

oh yea.
i guess someone must be having a real scream in hyatt now.
damnit.

2005-12-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

bloody fucking shit.

guess what?
i just found out that my cousin is in hospital hanging on to his dear life ;
and ;
my brother's got terrible food poisoning.
he's on the way to singapore now.
praying that he'll hang on.

yours truly is currently headfucked.
it's just that too many things are happening in one day.
drats.

2005-12-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

so ;
just came back from singapore -
well..
could say it was fun (:
went to taka at first.
and then to paragon ;
spent like almost 2 and a half hours in toys r us -
reminiscing about the toys we used to play.
i just realised that i STILL have a soft spot for barbies and uhh..
polly pocket (:
- grin grin -
went to the heeren next.
met lynnete there ;
so we just lepak-ed at hmv.
bought each other cd's as xmas presents-
she got me the slipknot live cd ;
and i got her the H.I.M cd she was going ballistic for ;
heard bout H.I.M from nat ;
well got some songs and hmm..
they were good..
so lynn if you're reading this ;
ahem*
we could exchange or something cause the heartagram on the cover looks really nice.
come up lah sweetie.
i'm running outta kakis xp
so anyways.
jia chen's in hospital now.
pneumonia.
well i did help him bring down his temperature when he was running a high fever in the evening ;
but after dinner he had difficulty breathing and started vomitting in the car.
sent him to two clinics which confirmed that he has pneumonia ;
guo qing was such a darling ;
being so tired and all he still insisted on accompanying chen.
so mom and dad's there-
and uncle mike will only be back on the 15th.
wonder how's jia chen now ;

----.

2005-12-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

so..
went to cs with guo qing and all today ;
totally slipped my mind that it was pc fair today ;
and that made the whole of cs saturated with people ;
holy shit.
so anyways
met up with wern li-
and so just lepak-ed with her all the way ;
met daniel and chen yeong ;
went to leisure mall for bowling ;
yep.
won't be going online tonight-
gonna watch Kungfu Mahjong 2 after this (:

going to singapore tomorrow after omega
- grin grin -
finally.

2005-12-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

so...
nenek booked tix for Chronicles Of Narnia yesterday.
went with eve first..
walked around..
went like up and down the escalators cause we could not decide where we wanted to go ;
went to voir.
bought a shirt.
yea.it's black AGAIN so shut up.
AND.
holy shit!
saw this really really nice leather cuff.
evelyn and yen min and maybe tab are getting it for my birthday :)
oh grin.
met archie at mcd with mr.anon x)
then met up with nenek and the others at roibo-
they were sitting at the exact table that got me so pissed the last time ;
but never mind.
got the tix then met mark and li an ;
why am i always meeting them huh?
met them at harry potter the last time round ;
went for the show - damn i didn't get the corner seat..
were making stupid comments throughout the whole thing .
and obviously the noisiest group as usual.
rushed down to the 50 cents toilet after the show ;
was packed cause obviously everyone shared the same mindset that the cinema toilet would be really crowded-
drats.
huiting bought a stupid dress that costs 150 bucks.
like-
oh nevermind.
she's got a living credit card (eve puts it that way)
met up with cheryl jie jie.
went to secret recipe.
there was this really irritating waiter.
he couldnt hear my order so he practically stuck his whole ear in my face.
and the best thing- he did not take down my order.
bloody hell.
so i left later on.
was boring watching people eat ;

yup.that's it.
chronicles of narnia.
it'll be the next harry potter i bet :)
guo qing they all will be staying over for 4 days i think.
going to spore this sunday to check out the lightings
haha.
splendid.

2005-12-05T10:21:00.000+08:00

hello everybody :)
today i shall blog about fucking morons who can't spell;
yes.
-sweet.

contrary to popular belief,
being in upper secondary does not mean that you can spell.
well this is proven.
- by my darling sue lynn and uhh..me.

obviously certain people have problems with the word
SO.
they spell it as SHO.
ex: i am sho shad today sho i shall commit shuishide.

and SOB.
becomes SHOBX.
adding the fucking X there clearly does not prove their creativity if that's their idea of it.
ex: shobx shobx shobx.my boyfwen dumped mie sho i think i shall jump off my bed and die.shobx shobx shobx.

SEH.
-well you know that manglish expression-
wah SEH!you damn chio sial!
yea.you get it.
since adding an X had become a bloody new trend;
it's spelt like that :
wah SEHX!you damn chioX sialX!
and if you speak like that,
it'll sound like :
wah sex!you damn chio sial.
okay.
so sex is chio.
well chio means hot.
so sex is hot.
lmfao.
hot sex. -literally.

what's up with the double i's ?
oh yes no doubt it was popular once because of those bloody singaporeans who's got nothing better to do ;
ii feel liike sho friigiin happiie todaeii lorx cause liike ii got the chance to go out wiith all my meiix,my jiiex and my korx!!!
korx somewhat sounds suspiciously like COCKS.
-doesn't it?
horny lorny.

my three year old cousin can spell refrigerator without a problem.
you should be ashamed.

2005-12-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

got henna done on my wrist in bali ;
nice.
mom said i could get a real one done as a birthday prezzie :)
oh yay!

btw you know when people has their own definition of love.
for example :-
flipflops=love
dresses=love
pink=love
yada yada yada.
you geddit.

you know what?
i should start saying I CHOCOLATE YOU darling.
cause chocalates=love
how bout that?

purple=love would be really nice as well.

*sarcasm noted*

2005-12-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

hello :)

back from a really fab trip to bali :)
it was loads of fun minus the horrible sunburn i got because of my own carelessness ;
terslept while enjoying the scorching sun..
haha.
uhh..kinda lazy to update but just giving some of the highlights ;
spent a lot of time in the sea and on the beach.
there was this waterslide in the middle of the ocean and we got to go there x)
snorkelling as well.
went clubbing at nite.
played by the beach till the wee hours of the morning.
got 3 starfishes - a really huge one and two tiny ones -
marvin and i made a wish and threw the big one into the ocean.
only one of the tiny ones survived.
the other was half rotten when i brought it back.
oh yes.
went to the spa!
there was this really hot pool and a freezing cold pool..
we were suppose to soak in the hot pool..
and then jump into the cold pool.
man.i almost died.
did i mention we had a whole villa to ourselves?and a connecting hotel rooms as well?
wicked.

btw..got my purple done yesterday.yayness!
-take that fareez.i got MINE done FIRST.

2005-11-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

ok.

just came back from cs after god knows how many rounds we've made.
so..
conclusion:

- movie was uhh..ok i guess except for them editing so much.
- i was fucking pissed today by the people i met. ( uhh..i still AM. )
- i'm broke.
- i'm tired.

screw it.i hate you. <3

2005-11-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

cherry booked 8 tix for the harry potter movie tomorrow
and she called me along..hehe
nice..the last time i went for a movie was like what? - last 2 weeks?
uhh..im not gonna drool over daniel radcliffe like pam would;

cause he's really really ugly.
and we plan to throw popcorns at some people oh yes including katie leung. :)

yay.

2005-11-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

did i mention on our way back val,yen huay,tab and i walked in one whole row shouting,
" WE LOVE SIGS! WE LOVE SIGS! "

oh yes we do,don't we?
who doesn't?

2005-11-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

oh yay-

just came back from yen min's house :)
walked over to anna's for lunch and well..just walked back to her place
had loads of fun bitching 'bout people on friendster ; okie dokie - we're mean but we were bored. =x
so most prolly going to cs to catch a movie or something later provided she finishes washing her socks.

man.i NEED to drive. -groans-

2005-11-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

yay!going to singgah selalu later :)

at least there's somewhere to rot ;

- cure for my boredom -

2005-11-12T15:18:00.001+08:00

whoa-

went for a spin in shawn's car after he brought my lil bro back from golf :)

*smooth driving shawnnie and great speakers- *

went to the haunted house near his house.did not see anything at all btw even if it looked really spooky ;
took pics of it and somehow a shadow was in the house..hehe.
uhh..went over to his place later..qiang and i just read mags while waiting for him to get down from his room ):
and he came dressed in PINK. -yuck-

guys gotta understand that PINK is not a guy's colour although some girls do get turned on by it ; yikes!

2005-11-12T15:18:00.000+08:00

2005-11-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

wow!the keyboard feels funny ;
the darn line's been out which explains why i haven't been online these few days -.
uhh..been goin for bonnie seng seng's tuition for the past three days -yawns-
he's one big shitty creep. he gets me so pissed . -thinks he's in love with me or somethin since he calls out my name incessantly in class. :)

i'm bored..everyone's status on msn is AWAY so i decided to appear offline before some dimwits go "hihi!" and "how are euu?" and... -oh u geddit.

-blegh-

2005-11-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

lalala..
overslept and missed tuition :)
thank god mom didn't know there was any..haha

yippee yayness going out later!
i'm dying of boredom - blegh -

going to bali on the 23rd this month with marvin and uncle mike they all ; woohoo!!
can't wait for the mudbath and massage :)
then gonna pester my dad for a trip to hong kong or genting - hehe -

life IS good.

2005-11-06T11:31:00.000+08:00

just came back from china two days ago..posted some pics on my friendster.yawn..wasnt very nice la i suppose since i din get to buy much..but anyways..at least it was better than just staying at home..and to my darling fang fang..sorry..there were absolutely NO cute guys in china..uh uh..btw did my hair colour before goin to china and manged to rush to the val's party on time..phew!

it was hair colour gone wrong..hehe..my fault for getting into one of my hyper moods :)

well..the red was okae..but the blue?

heh.

so anyways the bleach's wearing off and the red's has sorta become orange-y and the blue's gettin greener and greener.

gonna get a new colour next week..haha :D

wonder whut's gonna happen next ; purple gone pink?

[ changed my skin as well.black was getting kinda boring so it’s back to white :) ]

2005-10-26T14:04:00.000+08:00

hey..went for comm service at the hospital yesterday..took a cab there wif nenek.sujen,eileen and umm..i forgot..the others took ymuns mums car..hehe..reached there..just played wif the kiddos lor..gosh..they were just so cute..aargh!!and there's this hyperactiveboi whos name happens to be FAREEZ.heh.and umm..he's got stomach cancer..oopsie!so then played wif them..had fun..then we went up to the more 'high class' air con floor..saw the babies..oh man..played wif this baby boi..his name was shazwan..haha..he laughed and giggled so much at every lil thing u do..arent those kind of babies just so nice rather than the whiny kind?and there was this teenage girl at another bed..eileen was like,"eh joy..don't u tink shes a lil too young to be a mum?" so i asked the nurse bout the baby..it was premature la..7mths.and that girl happened to be the mother and shes sixteen..she got pregnant by her 18 year old boyfriend at 15 btw. -yuck- so the nurse gave us a long long lecture bout not having a boyfriend and not falling in love that kinda stuff. [ guilty ]
so..went home after that and went for tuition later on..ken was such a piece of shit together wif bra and kelvin la damnit..i was like swinging my legs when i was sitting down then ken was like " aiya joy..i noe la ure short and your feet kan reach the ground..dun havta keep on swinging mar.." ish..kena shoot everytime in tuition..walao eh..blardi hell..hee..
shux..gtg..tuition at 3..cya..kan wait for friday!!yippee!

2005-10-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha...got muh new digicam today..yippee yayness!!!goin to cs again 2mr to get a few t-shirts and the shoe i wanted..and i onli have enuf cash to get the t-shirts.darn.how bout my shoes?tink i'll steal it. ;)

2005-10-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

wtf is wrong wif people nowadays?is it so hard for them to just mind their own business?yea..to whoever’s spreading shit bout me and every1 else..why don’t you tell EVERYBODY now that i found out what you’ve been spreading and i’m just getting plain DEFENSIVE?3 golden words for ya--> GO FUCK YOURSELF.

go on..be a reali nice two-faced f*****r and tell mi not too get so angry and vulgar..tell me that u trust me and u believe wad i say..whutever.just effing SHUT UP.enuf is enuf.you’re gonna choke on yor own words one fine day..then you’ll swallow your own tongue and i’ll be there grinning ever so broadly..mebbe i’ll help u tear your god damn fucking mouth apart..yuh..anyways..that stinking hole in your face should never been there in the 1st place.lemme have the honour to rip it open..well..at least i’m doin u a huge favour..with such a HUGE ripped up mouth you’ll get to talk more cock and spread more shit..FRIENDS?Bah!F**k.

- may u turn in your bloody grave.
* i wanna bury u alive in faeces and dog vomit.

call mi and angsty teenager or a bitch if u want to..i dun give a flying shit anymore..people somehow think i’m a pushover..it’s always..”Joy NEVER gets angry.”
well..i do.and yes..i am friggin pissed at the moment.

[ to ting-thanx a lot.reali appreciate it..needed that ..umm..nah..i won’t kill myself..don’t worry..i’m not that hardass. =) ]

2005-10-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

jap students on thurs..finished est paper so helped the cheongsam girls in science 1 tie their hair..oh man..miss my long hair..hehe..so yea..gracie came in and she was like.." ah!JO-lyn..go invite the jap people in wif them! " told her imy class wasnt in charge budden according to her and dodo..i had good pr...and i talk A LOT.is that a reali HUGE compliment or what?

so..they came..so disciplined they put us convent girls to shame..hehe..oh yea!!doreen gave huiting,pam and i a warning..this was exactly what she sed---> HMPH!!i want u all to know that form 3's are having their pmr ..so do make sure the jap students keep quiet..".then she sorta gave pam,ting and i funny looks before she sed " especially JOYLYN,HUITING and PAMELA..the infamous big mouths of form 4.." OUCH.hehe..oh well..at least i got to lepak..say wadeva u want la..3 of us started making noise even BEFORE they came..

went up to the library...taught them how to play batu seremban..heh..terrible communication problem..like we'll speak to them in english..and they'll reply in jap..so we had to like guess what they were saying..hehe...jan was so cute..she went round speaking jap..well..people DO make the effort to learn anothet language..i couldnt be bothered.haha..then they taught us origami..the girls were all so pretty la damnit..and the guys all takeshi lookalike..saw one that looked like hsu mengzhe from 5566 and another one who looked like umm..err..sherwynd...u noe la..typical takeshi lookalike..blegh (= doreen brought hem to see our biology lab..they seemed so impressed with all the dead speciments..hehe..took pics at the mother mary statue...eve,yen min and i stood on the platform and made reali stupid poses..

so they went back...and they took pictures of us waving like mad people..hehe...

whoa...got great news..gracie's organinsing a trip to japan nxt year in april..and she put me and evelyn in charge..double whoa..see..talking a lot has its advantages as well..next big shocking..mum allowed me to go..triple whoa..i almost died of shock that day...hee..

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exams are gonna be over soon..yay!!!so far..the most sucky paper was chem and add math..bio was sorta fine la..fizix next..feeling so pukey at the mo.

2005-09-29T18:39:00.000+08:00

hee..im back!whoa..just found ou that everyone's seems to be joining MOT now?like wad dahell?new trend ar darlings?heh.wtv.

nwae..got this poem from the newspaper dear david tan made me buy..here goes.

Looming in the distance
Tall and rising high
Far across the river
Eerily touching the sky.

As old folks tell its tale
A tale so old as time
Set with winds and gales
On one stormy night.

T'was told it was a romance
A love the father scorned
Between his daughter,a dashing young man
Their hearts were nearly torn.

The boy had loved his lady
Father threw him out
But nothing could be done,they loved already
Forbidden love pursued.

When Father left for town
The damsel rushed to row
The boat,she knew,led to the place
The lighthouse she did go.

Her suitor watched her go
Through the glassy window
He ran and ran;he ran to sail
Amidst the rain and gales.

But fate held its upper hand
Lighhtning struck the man
he screamed and cried
And fell and died
And lay still all the time.

The girl rushed out with vigour
To meet her suitor's hands
But she saw his lifeless figure
And shock killed her at once.

Then the bats all flew around
Until the two were found
Their hands were clasped;locked in grip
Their bodies entwined.

Up till this very day
The bats have never been away
The lover's voices are always heard
Their very final words.

i only have ONE word for this. -OUCH.-
it's titled THE HAUNTED LIGHTHOUSE.god knows why la..darn title.heh..

2005-09-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

yawn.boredom kills.

just got back from tuition..aargh..got my xpax..heh..yay!!get to choose my num..val and i got almost identical nums..thanx to mercy who gave mi hers..oh fine. i STOLE it from her. couldnt go home dis afternoon coz of the flood..damn.. so had to stay back in skool...but rainy days are just so nice..brr..exams coming!!iand i am SO prepared. (:

2005-09-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

arloe!!!just came back from the hiv/aids talk...haha..had so much fun..anyway..first day i went...sat there like a gundu..got divided into groups..got into the same group as intan *relieved*..reali nice..had to draw the female and male reproductive organs and present..damn.so den..jessmine thor came to introduce herself..she knows hu i am..and spposedly i know her too..coz of xjuen..budden very vague memory la..so just hung out wif them lor..hayati,siok yean,santhiah,bharka..emm..yasmin ..yea..got divided into rooms nxt..had to sleep wif sum nata gurls..budden they were reali nice to switch wif me..and the bad thing-i ended up roomless..so yea..decided to bunk in wif either hayati or jessmine..heh..shouldnt be a big problem since darling hayati so LOVES me..hee..den we had break at 4.30..walked out of crystal crown to jalan jalan....go find top up card..lalala..walked back to the room..nwae..i stayed wif both hayati AND jessmine la..bathed...took pics...heh..went fer dinner..food was gr8..and they found out i got an obssession for keropoks and currypuffs (: haha..then jessmine,hayati and i were smsing the whole time..hayati and i were on the same table..and jessmine was 2 tables away..haha..den yalar..we started suan-ing xjuen telling her how much fun we’re having..bwahaha...talk bout wasting credit man...nite was gr8..all of us planned not to sleep..so we went room hopping..went to intan and myrni’s room which was like onli 2 doors away..bharka and santhiah went there too..started a tickling fest and bharka lost..she was like a worm man!just practically jumped her way out of the room..goodness...hahah...den..went over to our room..played truth or dare..but we got carried away by the hindustan movie and hot goss..whoa..talk bout sigs adventures man...den we got realli honest..yea..the thing bout bharka thinking that im one hell of a stuck up person and mi thinking that she’s hell of an ah lian..haha..but she’s reali reali super nice..mwah to u bee!!!and kinda noe of the rumours of me in sigs..wtf man..and people believed it..haha..hmm...jessmine was put under undefined gender coz heh..of sum undisclosed reason..- bribe me to tell though..i won’t mind a bit .- later then..we went to bharka’s room...took some really raunchy pics..haha..talked and talked and talked on the little single bed at the corner..until we woke yasmin up..heh...den all 5 of us squeezed into a bed..bharka fell asleep...damn it..so thor,hayati and i moved back to our own room to talk summor..do note we were running around the whole hotel barefooted.yep..call us jakuns but we had loads of fun..lalalala...watched tv..and den we all tersleep...had aerobics by the poolside at 6.30 the nxt morning..and we all alept at 4 plus..haha...we set alarm on all our fones..and also the room fone..haha...we woke up one by one to each alarm..and just slept like nth mattered..haha...den hayati started waking us up..shouting WE ARE SOOO LATE!!!IT’S 6.15 ADE!!WAKE UP!!..man..dahlah damn pissed havta wake up so early..got aerobics pulak..den siok yean started slamming on our door..FINALLY..we realised it was raining..and obviously we did not havta rush like that since the poolside would obviously NOT be used..heh...we had it inside the building instead..talk about hothaha...bois kan coordinate..smartied like bharka,yasmin and rina decided to sleep in..ish...went for breakfast...went back 2 the room..took summor pics..haha..den went down for the talk again..din have currypuffs for break..hayati was so nice la..she asked fr currypuffs during the evening vreak..well..we DID get currypuffs..but it was sardine instead of kentang..blegh...had the body mapping activity last..couldnt stop teasing aizat bout how cact his body looks..eheh..had phtotaking session and oso the certificate giving ceremony..honestly speaking la..tink all of us din learn much ..haha..i mean we’re xperts in all these la wei..hehe...so oh well...tts bout it..haha...i lurve stay in camps.

2005-09-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

hee..going 2mr for the hiv talk ade..- grin grin- kan wait!!yippee!!!hmm..2dae balqish and i made some plans bout sneaking out and going clubbing..woohoo!!!heh..dun even noe if they have any clubs there in the first place..but oh well...making notti plans is reali fun though..(x hmm..wonder if there’s anyone i noe going..yikes!and hus gonna be muh roommate?uhoh.the onli consolation is that i’ll be gettin my fone back..whee!!and wern li’s gonna make mi study..yea...STUDY. rriiitteee....

2005-09-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

hey..skools been okay so far..just that exams have been brought forward one week..damn.
will be staying in crystal crown on saturday and sunday for some h.i.v/aids workshop..haha..pn.geetha chose..now..wad does THAT make me seem like?heh.but nvm la..get to stay ina hotel..away from home a nite shud be true bliss la i get..surprisingly mum din relli object to me going when i told her it was some kinda aids talk..haha...parents DO care huh? hehe..yay!get to miss omega tuition and hopefully i'll get muh fone..heehee..life's gr8. :)